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Why does my life consist of one dilemma after another?

Wonderful. It’s now the 15^th of April. One day AFTER the end of my vow of chastity, just to be on the safe side. It’s nice. Really it is. Less pressure, less frustration, less of a lot of things.

~~Apart from having to change the sheets, because, well, Kaldoan immortals have an over-high libido and Danae’s teeth I needed that.~~

~~It was better in the shower.~~
~~I want sex.~~

~~I want sex so much that anyone who walks in, bar Addie and Schnozz, are in a lot of trouble.~~

The thing is. The only person I really want to think about right now is ~~Morgan~~ a particular person I like, and that's a good thing. I like that I can enjoy being, or wanting to be with someone nice, more than nice... whilst still being free to be my usual, happy, polygamous self.

But.

Why is there always a but?

I don’t really want anyone else right now. Not emotionally, but then it seems so rude just to call someone up, or arrange a date because one feels horny. Or because one is able to… thing. There’s also the fact that we’re still getting to know each other and it’s all just really nice, and …

Gods!

I’m NEVER DOING THAT AGAIN.
~~I want sex SO much.~~

*Checks the kitten is still sleeping, and mooches into the bathroom for the third shower of the morning*